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"I often feel like I'm a bad Christian." Let me explain. I've dealt with anxiety disorders the majority of my life, but they've really peaked within the past few years due to a number of known and unknown factors. I'm mature enough in my faith to know that God doesn't always completely remove your struggle,… Continue reading Intense anxiety.

"What big events have taken place in your life over the past year?" That question is too big to answer all concisely in a blog post like this one. This past year has been filled with a great number of challenges... challenges that have tried to take me out one way or another. But this… Continue reading Still Pending…

This title is the first thing that comes to mind for me as I see my fellow track athletes close out their seasons with these last few meets. It sucks (and man, is it awkward sometimes) when a random person learns that I run and asks me what my PR is. I feel like I… Continue reading Another missed season…

I'm only 24 years old (although half of the time I feel like I'm slightly older than that due to life's circumstances). But anxiety has had me by the throat, in a death grip even, for these past few months here in 2022. In the past, it would take nearly everything hitting the fan for… Continue reading By the throat.

I remember hanging at my friend’s house late last year right before I moved into my new apartment. She could tell I was holding onto a lot and that my environment at the time wasn’t conducive to my healing. Before I left her house to head back home that night, she spoke some life over… Continue reading Survival mode: off